Astaghfur Allah

subhan Allah, I needed to see this. al-hamdu lillah.

Some verses on repentance:

Indeed Allaah loves those who constantly repent and those who keep themselves clean and pure [2:222]

O you who believe! Turn to Allaah in sincere repentance [66:8]

Say: O my servants who have been excessive in sins! Despair not of the mercy of Allaah. Who forgives all sins. Indeed He is the Forgiver, the Mercy -Giving[39:53]

And those who invoke not any other deity along with Allaah nor take the life which Allaah has made sacred except for just cause and whoever does that shall (not only) encounter sin but the punishment will be doubled for him on the Day of Judgement and he will dwell therein in humiliation: unless he repents, reaffirms his faith and works righteous deeds. For them Allaah will change their evil deeds into good. Allaah i s the Forgiver, the Mercy-Giving [25:68-70]

and a couple of hadith:

The Messenger (sallallaahu 'alayhi wa sallam) said:
Allaah, the Glorious and Exalted stretches His Hand out during the night so that people may repent for the sins committed from dawn to dusk and He stretches out His hand during the day so that people may repent for the sins committed from dusk to dawn until the sun rises from the West

Anas bin Maalik reported that the Messenger (sallallaahu 'alayhi wa sallam) said:

Allaah is more pleased with the repentance of His servant than a person who rides his camel in a waterless desert and the camel is lost; even though upon it is his provision and drink. Having lost all hope of finding it he sits down in the shade of the tree. While he is resting the camel appears in front of him. He gets hold of it by the nose-string and out of extreme joy says: O Lord you are my servant and I am your Lord. He says this out of boundless joy.